Anyone in the right state of mind wouldn't have done what you did.
You are mad because of your own actions
And you want to let it out on me.
Did i ask you to lie and cover up?
No.
Did i ask you be the the middle person?
No.
Did I ask you to feel "stuck"?
No.
You're mad at yourself
for hurting me
when all you wanted to do was protect me.
But am I wrong that I fel betrayed?
Am I wrong that I feel hurt?
I think there's something
that's clouding your judgements.
You are big enough to know it.
Was I ever a bad friend?
When your close friend tells shit about you.
When she ignored you.
When she did so many things without inviting you?
Did I ever put salt to your wound and diss you?
No, I dont think so.
Instead I took you in and tried my best to make you happy.
And as for you,
grow up please.
Since when did I ever have a say?
You do what ever you like.
Meet whom ever you want to.
Say what ever that comes to your mind.
Everything.
So when did I say
"jangan kawan"?
I just said, of all the people in the world,
why that paricular friend.
And please,
don't put words into my mouth.
I may have had doubts,
but that was it.
If I hated her,
I wouldnt be hanging out with her so often would I?
You should give people the benefit of the doubt,
always.
You don't have to disappear.
You don't have to run away from being in the picture.
U put yourself there, so stay.
U made your choice.
I am happy with what I have now.
I don't hate you.
Seriously.
I felt mad that second,
but I wasn't anymore after.
Remember,
quality over quantity.
That's all that matters.
The best solution to a problem,
is the distance between your knees
and the ground.
I don't need anyone to make me feel better.
Him alone,
that's all I need.
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