After all this times

We weren't on the same boat.

Or were we?

As much as I thought I knew,

I can't figure you out.

Listen, don't just hear

If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will.

Cry me a river

I've finally let it out.

I've been sweeping things under the carpet

and its just too much.

I know it's not the best place to do it,

I tried holding back,

but wet cheeks was what I got.

Crying was nothing unusual before,

but it is now.

Maybe I am stronger than what I used to be.

2004

Time really flies.

I remember that afternoon very well.

My yellow shirt and dark blue denim jeans.

The texture of the red sofa is still very fresh in my mind.

At that point,

I knew you were the one.

And I've never look back ever since.

Things I never thought you'd do

I may not look like one,

but I'm a tough tough cookie.

Even if I'm not 'so' tough,

I'll work my way there.

I'm only human.

I can't keep it together all the time.

I just can't be sorry for that.

Can't hold it together any longer

I miss you sayang.

Its not even funny anymore.

Things will be better.

I promise.

Tell me something I don't know

No more, no less.

I won't compromise.

You don't miss what you don't have.

Maybe its because of that.

Complicating the uncomplicated

You of all people should know

that I'm in this for long,

that I'm serious about this.

It feels good to have assuarance once in a while

Never too late

What if

I don't have a choice?

Fight for me.

Dont even think of it

I gave you your chance

Not once, not twice

but countless.

Still, I'm giving you now.

What have you got to say for yourself?

I'm waiting for you to do something.

I'm still waiting.

I'm even pointing you to the right direction.

But you're not doing anything.

Don't blame me if this door closes on you.

That little something

Scared yet thrilled.

I'm reminded by the tinkling feeling.

Having butterflies and skipping heartbeats.

What a lovely thing.

No better way to start a new beginning.

Should I explain how happy I am again?

Hehe ;)

Koko Lover

At this point,

you're my one and only lover.

Meet Koko :)

We, Us, Ours

You, you and you.

You're giving me a headache.

And the last thing I need now,

a heartbreak.

Just once perhaps

Just once, I wish you’d tell me you miss me.

Just once, I need to know our years together meant something to you.

Just once, I wish you’d let your guard down.

I don’t even know what the hell I’m saying here.

Act upon it

All I need is a sign.

Sometimes, all you have to do is

show.

Rupa dan Jiwa

Don't comment on the title.

Its just a book I saw while loitering around Ramli's library cum office while we were there for a very quick supper. Hehe.

Went to watch Rasa unmasked in KLPAC.

It was brilliant!

Had supper at Shook and Ramli's after.

Slept at 0330 and up again at 0800 (-_-")

I.....need....sleeepppp.....

Mumbles fumbles

You talk so much yet you don't deliver.

What's that again?

Can't hear what you're saying.

HAHAHA.

You spoke too soon

too good?

its nothing close to that.

its me who has been keeping myself happy.

Showing the obvious

You're actually very proud of it, aren't you?

Shame.

I thought you were beyond that.

Action speaks louder than words.

Haha.

Erased

You don't see me

The same no more

It's hard

To see the light with closing doors

Don't treat me like

Like I'm invisible

Your tone with me

It's not the usual

We scream, we fight

Saying things that we both regret

And that's not right

That you could just forget me like that

You've never tried

Always taking the easy route

Always taking the easy route

Never want to work it out

*****

You want to be free

You want to leave me

I can't believe '

Cause without you

Baby I'm incomplete

*****

Am I erased

Just a segment

Of your imagination

I'm feeling replaced

Like a faded picture

Where you can't see my face

Scratched out

Erased

*****

In memory of

What we used to call love

I reminisce

When it used to be us

Remember when

When I was the most

Important to you

But now I'm a ghost

This trust has died

There's no way we can bring it back

We live our life

No holds-barred

And no strings attached

It's in your eyes

A part of you just wants me back

And all of me just wants you back

*****

You want to be free

You want to leave me

I can't believe

Am I.. Am I..

*****

Can anybody see me

See me now?

I'm erased from the crowd

So cold and I don't know how

Find me now.........

Wasted

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

I guess not.

Its not going anywhere.

We're just running in circles.

Walk away.

Be more like me

Some people will work things out

And some just don't know how to change

It took you a week?

A text barely half a page?

Don't blame time.

You had lots of it.

Are you realising something?

Maybe if you had done something earlier,

things wouldn't be as dry as it is now.

When love overlooks happiness

Its not about who you want to be with,

but who wants to be with you.

Its not about who you love,

but who is in love with you.

Its not about the years you've been together,

but being together for the years to come.

Slumcat million-dolls

(Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),

When you touch away,

I'll make you hot,

Get all you got,

I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)

I got (I got) fever (fever),

Running like a fire,For you I will go all the way,

I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)

I keep it steady

Cuz steady is how I feel it.

This beat is heavy, so heavy,

You gon feel it.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)

You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)

You are my destiny,

Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!(Jai Ho)

No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)

Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)

So come and dance with me,

Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,

I want you now,

I know you can save me, come and save me,

I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,

I will follow,

Anywhere in anyway,

Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho

(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),

I'll take you to a place,

This fantasy of you and me,

I'll never lose the chase.

(Jai Ho)

Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),

Rushing through my veins,

There's an notion in my heart,

I will never be the same.(Jai Ho)

Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,

Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho)

You're gonna find out, baby,

I'm one in a million.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)

You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)

You are my destiny,

Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)

No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)

Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho)

So come and dance with me,

Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,

I want you now,

I know you can save me, come and save me,

I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,

I will follow,

Anywhere in anyway,

Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho

I need you,

Gonna make it,(Jai Ho)

I'm ready,

So take it!

(Jai Ho)

You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)

You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)

You are my destiny,

Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho)

Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)

So come and dance with me,

Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!

Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

The rest is still unwritten

I don't mind taking the risk.

If it happens, then its fated.

If it doesn't, other things will show up.

Like how some things did.

Hehe.

Its a cycle

Its so bloody painful.

The pain killers are not working.

I wish I could go home and sleep it off.

The waiting kills

This week has been awfully hectic.

Its Thursday, yet I'm still feeling the Monday blues.

On a brighter note, the days are getting closer.

I'm calling you

Is it 'silent moment' again?

If it is, it's not helping.

Not even a little.