Another year has passed

Happy Birthday.

You have so much to celebrate.

A year older, hopefully wiser too.

I'm numb.

I don't know if it's good or bad.

What's in it for me?

You want me to respect you.
You want me to trust you.
You want me to prioritize you.
You want me to love you.

But what can you do for me?
What can you give me?

All I want is for you to trust me.

Can you do that?

Excuse me?

Since when did you care?

I thought you wanted to date and meet new people?

You've put me on the shelf for far too long.

I'm not made to collect dust.

You of all people should know that.

"I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl"

Its just a word

Guilty?

Not gonna say sorry.

Not this time.

The irony

I keep asking myself.

How sure am I about being sure?

What if it's just a comfort zone?

Should we try?

We've been trying.

Guess we got to try harder.

And this time, without passion and sympathy.

"Letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go"

When you think of it

Its like putting salt on an open wound.
Thats exactly how I feel.
Since you're up and bouncing,
I should too.
I should not waste my time over this.

Office Politics

You walk into the office, talking on the phone.

She was in here speaking to someone on the phone too.

You guys were actually talking to each other.

Answering each other's question.

It was like a live telecast.

She was asking, yet i could hear the answers.

That person was just next to me.

They could even hear each other's voices.

Funny right?

Why talk on the phone when you're just separated by a cubicle?

And realizing the conversation might go on and that they didn't wanna blow the cover,

you walked out pretending to go to the loo or something.

Here's the part where its bloody ridiculous.

You come in and you ask me,

"Is she there at her seat?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA

Who are you trying to kid???

You think I'm that dumb?!?

Now this is

office politics.

Don't feel blue

Is this love?

Or is it just an infatuation?

An hour but not more than two

Don’t say we’re okay

Just because I’m here

You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

Of starvation and boredom

Sporty

stella mccartney

Mixed Metallics

miu miu

Moto Bootie

Proenza Schouler

Cowboy
Givenchy by Riccardo Tisci

Rewind

You assume too much and look where it has brought us.

I want to press the rewind button right this instant

:(

Fernleaf

Say what???

A week kills me,

what more a month.

I hope 33days will travel like a flash.

By the way...

The first rule:

Never make assumptions.

:'(

I thought I'm made of steel.
Little that I know,
I'm more fragile than a delicate little flower.

what is enough?

Do you know that feeling
that you've tried so hard, you've put in so much
yet its not enough.
You know you did all that you could possibly do.
You put on your best clothes.
You prepare the best meal.
You give first class treatment.
You give it some time, so you don't look too pushy.
You give it patience and add lineancy to it.
You give your bloody everything.
But....
Its just not enough.

Tell me what is?

Maybe I'm not enough.
Or maybe you're just asking too much.

How now brown cow?

It used to be 'petaling street' but now its all authentic.

With pictures of paperbag alright =P

Then it used to be 'i dont drink nor do i do drug'.

But now its beer flashing all the wayyyy.

Hahaha.

Tue la, mengata orang lagi.

See what you've become.

Exactly what you talked about others.

What was it that you said,

'baru nak up'?

Hihihihihihi.

What goes around, comes back around.

Candid in time

Sorry I've abandoned this blog.

Been really busy this lately.

Work Work Work.

Can't wait for the white sandy beaches :)