alone

I can't express myself.

Scared of the people around me.

I'm hurt.

Badly.

I can't even put words to describe myself now.

:'(((

Broken strings

I'm in love with that song.

Its a sad one, no doubt,

but every time its on,

it puts a smile on my face.

less is more.

sometimes.

just sometimes.

Its better to say too much than say nothing at all

You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

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Is it me or is it the dj that has been playing emotion-related songs nowadays?

The minute I put my seat belts on, its as if I've signed up for a "read my mind" game.

I could relate myself to all of it.

Is that normal?

Or am I getting pretty weird?

I don't know how we ended up here.

I don't know how it got so severe.

And I don't know how to make it clear.

It's hard, really it is.

Should I press play,

or

should I just pause?

Someone I know, but barely hang out or even have a conversation with came up to me and asked for help. One I could not say no to. Maybe because I knew how hard it is to be going through such pain. And maybe because I was hoping someone would reach out to me like I did to that person.

I can't seem to speak my mind these days.

I'm living in denial, but I'm living.

But how much longer?

Forgive and forget?

History repeats itself.

Of course, its his story right?

Maybe I'm just too forgiving.

But is it wrong?

I miss

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But I miss this one most :(

Phew.

That wasn't so hard.

Coming from an anti-affectionate like me,

it was kinda tough (=_=')

qwote feat. shaggy

Now you wanna hold me, kiss, and touch me

Just yesterday you ain’t even know me

I’ve been lonely, no communication

Findin’ numbers am I supposed to be patient

I waited the sun came up, watched you walk out the house I was stuck

Tears fell down my face, so hurt

You chase everything in a tight min-skirt (baby I’m sorry)

That hurt was she better than me

Bein in love ain’t cost but you ain’t even free

Why me? Why you standin right here?Pullin on my wrist singin in my ear

You wanna make love no you wanna play games

I’m a grown woman better check my name

Tired of being damaged all I do is cry

You wanna start over gimme 1 reason why

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i love the lyrics. haha. damn kurang ajar right? ;)

ihatethis

Maybe I was stupid

For telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight

I know that I got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

Either way I found out

I'm nothing without you

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Being with you is so dysfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can't let you go

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URGH!
STUPIDSHIT!!

My Numero Uno

Happy Birthday Mummy.

Hope you'll enjoy the surprise party I'm planning for you.

Friday night, you better be ready!!

Hehehe ;)