Of a new beginning

Hello 2009!

I hope this year would be better than 2008, not that last year was bad, but I want more adventure and excitement for this brand new year!

I finished my diploma and i have 1 and a half years to go. Received my offer letter from the unis I applied to. I got 6 subjects exempted. Quite a relief but I still haven't decided on what to do. I'm in no rush to graduate. And even if I want to finish off early, there would be thin chances anyone might want to hire me as I have no working experience at all. Yeap yeap, AT ALL. There probably be no use of graduating with a double degree by then =P

As for my social-life, I think I've found just the right ingredients for it. Although, some might not be very happy with it, but I guess you'll only be 20 once in your lifetime (unless you have 9 lives like cats do) so there's nothing wrong with enjoying it. Then again, I have my limits and I am proud to say that I am capable of watching my boundaries. Not just watch, but to pull myself to never trip too ("_")

We've grown stronger than ever. 2 months of not communicating (no calls, no messages, no msn/skype) was tough but we made it through. Yes, no form of communication what so ever in case you are still wondering. We survived and I am now stronger, mentally and spiritually. Not to mention, I am much calmer in arguements nowadays. I actually look forward to the things that might come our way in the future. Cheers to us and to all the obstacles we've pull through. I love you and will always do :)

It is true what they say, you can never live up to people's expectation as everyone has their own opinion and say. I've always been the type of girl who never cares what others has to say about me. I don't owe anyone a living so the next time you feel like speculating things about me, first think like I do ;) Although sometimes, just sometimes, its good to know what people think of you and I don't deny that fact that I do care about what "some" has to say about me. No, you're not in that group of "some" people so don't have a big head just so. Those people are my family and my close friends. Friends that really knows me, in and out and accept me for myself. Don't call yourself a friend if you only call me when you have problems with your boyf. Thank you, but I have better friends to care about. I've made new friends while some old ones leave. Its life, people come and go and I cant expect much from it, can I?

The thing I look mostly into for 2009 would be myself. Yes, that is what I want to improve most. I've learned a stack of new things within a short period of time. I want to slowly move towards it and be a better person. Let go even if its the hardest thing to do and don't ever dwell on your past. Let it all be a chapter in your life that will help you move forward. Learn from it instead of living in guilt. Mistakes happen for a reason and one of it is for us to learn from them.

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I welcome 2009 with arms wide open :)

" And then you'll see, you're gonna go far "