Let the beat build

I welcome you with arms wide open

Freedom

Cheers to us

:)

Remember when it rains

Anyone in the right state of mind wouldn't have done what you did.

You are mad because of your own actions

And you want to let it out on me.

Did i ask you to lie and cover up?

No.

Did i ask you be the the middle person?

No.

Did I ask you to feel "stuck"?

No.

You're mad at yourself

for hurting me

when all you wanted to do was protect me.

But am I wrong that I fel betrayed?

Am I wrong that I feel hurt?

I think there's something

that's clouding your judgements.

You are big enough to know it.

Was I ever a bad friend?

When your close friend tells shit about you.

When she ignored you.

When she did so many things without inviting you?

Did I ever put salt to your wound and diss you?

No, I dont think so.

Instead I took you in and tried my best to make you happy.

And as for you,

grow up please.

Since when did I ever have a say?

You do what ever you like.

Meet whom ever you want to.

Say what ever that comes to your mind.

Everything.

So when did I say

"jangan kawan"?

I just said, of all the people in the world,

why that paricular friend.

And please,

don't put words into my mouth.

I may have had doubts,

but that was it.

If I hated her,

I wouldnt be hanging out with her so often would I?

You should give people the benefit of the doubt,

always.

You don't have to disappear.

You don't have to run away from being in the picture.

U put yourself there, so stay.

U made your choice.

I am happy with what I have now.

I don't hate you.

Seriously.

I felt mad that second,

but I wasn't anymore after.

Remember,

quality over quantity.

That's all that matters.

The best solution to a problem,

is the distance between your knees

and the ground.

I don't need anyone to make me feel better.

Him alone,

that's all I need.

Over coffee and a movie

You are such a sweetheart.

Everything you say,

its just flattering.

The funny thing is,

you're not even trying.

Benci la.

But seriously,

the slang,

its just too cute ;)

Its the lines

That was fast.

hahaha.

its funny how you guys run around

trying to clean the mess.

That is why they say

never lie.

Home alone this week.

Maybe I should head down to SH.

or if I'm lucky enough,

I get SR.

SA?

Dead and gone.

hahahahha

Its S(s) talk all the way baby.

See who has the strongest

"lovers instinct"

;)

Don't remind me of the past

I saw the news feed.

Albums and friends being tagged

and it occurs to me,

never,

not even once,

have i experience it.

I was never given the chance.

If I were,

I would have definitely make the best out of it.

So was it you

or was it me?

Please don't remind me of the past.

My personal life is all mine.

You don't have to barge in

and take matters into your own hands.

I appreciate the concern.

But it's not helping at all.

Instead,

its more complicated than it already was.

Thank you.

If that is what you're expecting from me.

For S

Thank you S.

You found me at the right time.

I love the line, I really do :)

As for you,

I'm disgusted.

Keep comparing yourself.

You'll end up just like him.

I look forward to the "sshhh hour".

Hehe ;)

I know you want me ;)

The past 5 days was utterly amazing.

I'm smiling ear to ear.

Life is good.

SO good.

Thoughtful messages awaits me each morning.

What a thrill ;)